For
12 weeks I, as the goddess Sorina
have
danced a spiral
From myself to the world to myself
While
I learned how to be a woman in this world
For
12 weeks I, as the goddess Sorina
have
moulded my space
From the world to myself to the world
While
I learned how to be a woman in this body
And it was good.
I
danced and fought with the Goddesses,
Laughed and cried and excavated myself as the
Goddesses fought and danced with each other
And what emerged was good.
I
expanded and contracted as
I
celebrated my sensual side
Explored
my power, my fear, my pain, my shame
Rediscovered
of my sense of wonder
I
asked questions and received answers
I
saw that ritual is prayer in action,
That
my body and my soul belong together,
And
the world without my mark is somehow less.
Most
importantly I realised that
You
and I are connected,
I
and I are connected,
and
the denial of that connectedness lies
only in my censorship of self.
My
unfinished wish
To
find my voice
To
like my face
To
claim my space
For
my soul to be comfortable in my body
And
for the courage to be different
I
wish to look upon this Goddess and see that she is good.